Yesterday Matt and I transplanted the pumpkins seedlings into his garden. There were a lot of ants around and so he sprayed them. I hope they won't come back and bug the plants. Today we tried to transplant the carrots, but realized it was a bad idea to start them in a planter first. There are too many and they are too small to transplant, so they just ended up in a big mess. Matt replanted some seeds and we hope some of the seedlings will revive themselves. This morning I turned in my Harry Potter books on CD only to realize they are not due until tomorrow! I was not finished listening to them, and the one that's on its way might take a while. Then, while I was at work, the next one came in! So now I can't wait to listen to some more Harry Potter. I finally figured out my project at the Family History Library and started doing it, and it's kind of fun. I even found one of the lost books! Fabiola wants me to go on a date on Saturday, since her friend cancelled. My back hurts and my feet hurt and my mind is numb, but it's nice to be here. It is peaceful and I have a purpose! I hope the carrots are okay. Amy is planning on getting married on July 31st. That really hurts. I know that is shouldn't be a big deal, but in my mind and heart it is. I want to be there on her day and be in the pictures and support her, but I can't. She's not even thinking of moving it up. I just cry when I think about it. Oh well. In a year it won't matter - it won't matter at all for my eternal salvation unless I let it get to me.