Today is the day that Matt and I would have been married, if we had continued our engagement. During class this morning at 8:55, he said, "Five minutes". We would have been married at 9 AM. At nine, he flashed the "I love you" sign at me. It's sad to think that we could be together forever as of today, but maybe there's more out there for us. Maybe we have more to learn. Maybe some day we'll be together or maybe some day we'll have someone else. I'm glad that we're fairly open about it. He apologizes sometimes when he brings it up if I don't say anything, but that's just because I don't know what else to say about it. Yesterday Fabiola was talking to me about dating, and she said, "I don't think that just because you're dating someone you need to immediately think about marriage or what's to come. I just want to make sure that we like each other and that he's good to me." I am glad that for now we are just enjoying each other.