Wow! Things are so great and yet not so great! Yesterday Jeff had a meningitis scare, but he's fine now. I had Mom cut off my awful hair and now it doesn't look bad. The funny thing is, Matt and I met for lunch downtown at Rowdy's Loco Amigoes, and I hadn't told him about the cut. When I pulled up, I saw that he had cut his as well! I was kind of disappointed because A. I wanted to cut his hair (he said that I could), and B. He always looks like an army boy after he cuts his hair. Anyway, so lunch was good and I showed him around the family history library. I just found out that on Wednesdays, they do an employee devotional, and they had me introduce myself and I sounded like a fool. I said, "Uh, I'm Michelle Glauser. I don't know what you want to know about me. I have three jobs and I also manage a part-time boyfriend." DUH! I'm so stupid sometimes. They laughed at that, but there went the chance to go out with a cool dude named Tom. Why didn't I just tell them that I was going to the U and happy to be here or something?
Anyway, so I went on the date last night. He wasn't at all like what I pictured, but he was still way nice. He even brought me a michemily rose. (I had told him about michemily.) We went and saw Secret Window. It was creepy and I jumped a few times. When I got home I had to turn on some lights. He was cool, I had a great time, but you have no idea how much it changed me! It's like a whole new me! It made me appreciate Matt so much and love him even more and want to be with him and not go on another date with someone else again.
I called Matt when I got home and he was over at Sam's house, so I asked him to come give me a hug. He said that he was hoping I would want him to come over. He did and I was soooooooooo happy to see him that I just couldn't stop smiling for like an hour after he left. However, downside: Mom came in after she and Jeff got back from the hospital, and she was really upset that I was happy. She said that I was backpedaling and that I said that I could never marry Matt and now I said that I had said it was no for then and on and on and she cried and said that she could see heartbreak for us and that she thought Germany would be good for me but now she could see that we would talk every day anyway. I know that she eavesdropped on us on Tuesday, and that first of all is kind of rude, but I can see that she's concerned. Let me tell you right now, though. I'm never going to marry Matt if the Heavenly Father doesn't think it's right. Things will turn out right if we are both righteous and open to inspiration.
Next item: Last night I realized that Thursday is the sixth, not Friday! Yikes! My final take-home exam would have to be done in the morning - due by 12:30, when I had to be at work at 10. So, I woke up in the morning and went crazy trying to find the answers buried in a horribly confusing book that was just a compound of copied articles - no index or anything to help. I had finished nearly all of it by 9:15, the time I should have left to bring it to the U, when I accidentally pressed something, and a message came up saying something about not being able to open 0234897123798. I promptly pressed "cancel". The program closed, and upon re-opening it I found that it was gone! I had to start over. Yikes. I had no time to be more thorough, so I quickly typed what I could remember - the basics. Then I called Matt and he picked it up from my work and brought it there. He's so good to me!
I figured out my schedule until the first week of July! Yippy. I hope my employers don't hate me though. It's pretty crazy and irregular. I know that in the Fall there is no way I can keep all three jobs, but I love them all so much! I don't want to quit Swirl because there's the possibility that I might be manager after a while. However, maybe I should just drop that because it's dead end after that. However, it would be great because I could do my own scheduling and I would make more than my other jobs and I could be in charge, yeah!
Well, those are the confusions of today.