I broke up with Matt on Monday. It was so hard to do. I love him so much, and don't ever want to lose him, but I just know that it's not right for now! He cried on my shoulder, and we hugged for about an hour and he kept asking me why, but I have no better reason to tell him than what I mentioned previously. I'm glad he did cry, though, because it shows me that he cares as much as I do. He's got so many great things about him, and I just hope that things work out. He wants to be friends still, but I told him that would be too hard, just like last time when we immediately hooked up again. But, alas, we have already hung out many times, and it's been okay. We've been a lot better this time, not even giving in to holding hands! It's great to at least have him as a best friend for now!